Dedicated to the discarded
I apologise to those discarded phrases
who in invoking themselves in a furious moment
were only to be crossed out, barred and abandoned
each letter was so important
yet in questioning each word
criticising each thought, I saw too
many imperfections to be fixed
like a boat with too many holes
there were simply too many plugs
and so I had to let it sink
I’m sorry for my harshness and laziness
I couldn’t save you from your creator
who couldn’t live with her imperfections.